Sometimes you just have to force a smile and tell yourself that things will get better. Things will happen if they are meant to. And all you have to do is suck it up and be you.
I really do feel alone. Even when I’m with you, sometimes it feels like you’re not there with me. It feels as if you’re being forced to be there.
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered; it keeps no record of wrongs. It does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres.” -1 Corinthians 13:4-7
I finally understand what this means
A lot of things are running through my head. I miss you all the time. Sometimes I wished you’re still mine. But I know that if you’re happy I should let go. Love isn’t about being selfish. Is about giving and not expecting any returns
I find it hard to feel happy. Everyday there will be this few hours where I’ll just have to be strong and paint a fake smile on my face. Maybe it’s because I know that no matter what I do, it won’t change the current situation or make you to come back to me. But I don’t know why I couldn’t give up either. Maybe it’s because deep down I know you’ll be back. But I don’t know how long more I can last. I’ll hold on for as long as I can. I signed up for this. I’m on my own now. Nothing can stop me except for myself.
How could I love someone this much?
The sky above
You and I both, we come from different worlds
I’m a small town kid and you’re an uptown girl
We’ve both been hurt, we got a few scars
But it don’t matter now, we’re staring at the stars
FOODBLOG COMING SOON YAY
When the clock strikes 12
'Cause you're my Cinderella
We’re two birds of a feather
I’ll even sing to you acapella
You’re so hella good looking tonight
Whenever you need some shelter
We can stand under my umbrella
Need no fortune teller to say it’s forever with you
Oh, I know it’s forever with you